I hate my life

"If any one comes to me without hating his father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters, and even his own life, he cannot be my disciple

Luke 14:26

can I hate that which I seem to lust after?
can I hate that which has imprisoned me in the walls of mediocrity?
can I hate you?
can I hate the simple things that keep me from the vestibule of heaven?
can I hate the gifts that make my life more pleasant?

I have to.
nothing less will suffice.