10.10.2008

amish road blocks


been a while since i posted anything. not sure who follows, if you do, sorry.


this past month has been a bit freaky. best way to describe it would be darkness. it settled in, and i found it difficult to feel my way through it. heavy, like an old blanket from grandmas house. heavy, and familiar.


light has returned and there is a sense of ease now.


today was a great day. had lunch with a friend, and lost myself in the countryside. rode miles and miles. soaking in the beauty, lifting my face toward the sun, enjoying the warmth on my face, and like a plant who needed water, life began to return. i rode for miles and miles.


today was also my first "cant get around the Amish horse and buggy cause the road was real curvy" day. so rather than try and rush, i lost myself in this thought. simplicity.


when the road straightened out, i slowly pulled around, caught the old man eye, and we both waved. he with his long beard and hat, sitting in a God knows how old buggy being pulled by a single horse, and me, sitting atop about 110 horses...who i like to call Mavis.


i watched him as he disappeared in my rear view mirror, and wondered about his life. i became envious of him to a point. he probably gets up at the but crack of dawn, works hard each day, living in simplicity with his family. the economic crisis is prolly not as important as it is to me, gas prices most likely did not enter into his mind, nor did the housing market.


me, i lust for an iPhone, bigger, faster computers, heated clothing for my winter rides, more money in the bank, lower gas prices and a new Harley. not sure i am very excited about how my life has become about stuff.


i am thankful for an old guy in a buggy who slowed me down a bit today. thankful for the beauty of a fall day and a PA countryside that displays the glory of a great God. thankful for life and family. thankful for a hope and freedom that will not be denied, no matter how hard i try.


yea, Amish road blocks. did i mention that the by product of a horse driven buggy?

4 comments:

m&p said...

Welcome back online. So we really must get together sometime. Hope all is well.

Gigi said...

would love selfishly to have heard your processing through the darkness....

MaryAnn Mease said...

sorry for the big dark blanket...glad the light is shining again.
yah...i dont think he is hit as hard about the economy or the gas prices...works hard but maintains joy.peace.love in simplicity.

jimmy said...

Sometimes we find "perspective" in the most unlikely places.

Good stuff.